Last night I had a dream that I was sitting in a room in the hospital and the nurse comes in and said she has to give me a shot in the neck. After she was done, I asked her what it was for and she said it was to start labor. I told her I was only 11 weeks and my baby was fine. She said my doctor said that I needed to deliver because their was something wrong with the baby. I started screaming at her and telling her that I haven't even seen the doctor yet and they didn't even do an ultrasound to see if there was anything wrong. She looked at the paperwork and read off the name and I screamed "That's not my name! You've got the wrong person!" She said she's go get the doctor and she'd be right back. She didn't come back for a long time so I went out in the waiting room looking for her, and when I saw her I started yelling and crying that they better give me something else to stop the labor or else I was sueing her, the doctor and the entire hospital. People were trying to calm me down but I just kept screaming and crying that they killed my baby when there wasn't even anything wrong. I kept waiting for the labor to start but I woke up before it got that far.
I've been trying to shake the dream all day but it just felt so real... I hate that. Stupid hormones, making my imagination run wild.
2 comments:
Try to set this bad dream aside baby. Your heart and soul are locked in a battle with your worst fear, no wonder it's disturbing your sleep. You are doing so much better this time. Your body is holding onto this child just fine. Now all you need to do is get your mind to have faith in that. I love you! Mom
HEY LIZ. U ARE SO PRETTY PREGNET. LOL. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS. JUST WANTED U TO KNOW THAT U WILL BE JUST FINE.JUST HAVE FAITH BOUT IT. U KNOW GOD HAS CONTROL OF THINGS. I KNOW U WILL B OK. JUST TAKE CARE OF URSELF. AND KNOW THAT EVERYTHINGS FINE. O BY THE WAY IM SURE WHAT UR HAVIN IS A BOY!!!! LOVE YA. KRISSIE. PLEASE SEND ME A FRIEND REGUEST SO U CAN C MY SPACE PAGE AND YOU'LL BE ADDED TO MINE.
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