Morning Sickness

Well, I had my first really bad morning sickness episode. All the other times have pretty much just been heaves and amount to nothing. Last night I woke up about 3am determined to throw up. Nothing would come up, I heaved a couple times but to avail. I decided this might take a while so I went to the couch and laid down. It was pretty much the same story the next 3 times I went through out the early morning. It was kind of making me mad, my stomach was hurting, my mouth was watering, I KNEW I had to throw up! And I knew I wouldn't get much sleep until I did.

Bobby left for work at about 8am, so I jumped back in bed on his side since his was only about 5 feet from the bathroom. Drank some water and tried to feel better so I could go eat breakfast and go grocery shopping with mom and dad. At 8:20 I still didn't feel better, in fact I felt worse and frustrated on top of that. I called mom and told them it wasn't gonna happen today. So I ate a cracker and rolled back over hoping to get some real sleep.

Not even 5 minutes later I got the "watery mouth, I'm gonna puke..." feeling again, so I ran to the bathroom and SCORE! I finally did it. It was out, thank goodness... I felt so much better after that. So then I went back and slept for a good 3 hours. I still don't feel great, but nothing is worse than knowing you have to throw up and not being able to get it out for 5 hours!!

I'm not complaining though, getting sick does suck, but it is so worth it if it means my hormone levels are where they should be for my little one. It's all about that little dot, it is my life. And I will endure anything to ensure it's safe arrival.