There is a lady at my work and her body is not meant to have children. She only had two and was on bed rest for most of the second pregnancy. (The second pregnancy was a surprise cause they told her not to have anymore. Her body starts early labor and with the second baby it started even sooner. But she has two beautiful children. Just like you will have a beautiful baby boy. The difficulties you go through are just a testament to how much you love them and how much you deserve to be a mother. Your little boy is always going to know that! Brent will watch over his little brother forever, and your son is blessed to have him too. I am sorry, cause you didn't deserve to have Brent ripped from arms that wanted him so badly. But I believe there is a plan, and I believe that YOU will be able to help many other mothers come out of the darkness of their pain. Because you are that strong. I'm not saying that makes it okay or hurt less. It doesn't. And you are allowed to be angry. My Dad told me that God is not hurt by our anger. He hurts with us. Like a good father he understands that the true root of our anger is pain. But you have so much love to give Liz, and you have so many people that love you, and I can only believe that because of that even in your darkest hour, you, yourself are still a ray of light to all those around you. So you cry if you need to. You lost your son. Just because you are pregnant doesn't mean your pain goes away. We all love you and we mourn and cry with you and we celebrate in the miracle that you are carrying!
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BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY!! Can't wait to see him lovely face on the outside! You must be so proud Momma!
Brent is going to be the best big brother, he is gonna watch is little brother like a hawk!
There is a lady at my work and her body is not meant to have children. She only had two and was on bed rest for most of the second pregnancy. (The second pregnancy was a surprise cause they told her not to have anymore. Her body starts early labor and with the second baby it started even sooner. But she has two beautiful children. Just like you will have a beautiful baby boy. The difficulties you go through are just a testament to how much you love them and how much you deserve to be a mother. Your little boy is always going to know that! Brent will watch over his little brother forever, and your son is blessed to have him too. I am sorry, cause you didn't deserve to have Brent ripped from arms that wanted him so badly. But I believe there is a plan, and I believe that YOU will be able to help many other mothers come out of the darkness of their pain. Because you are that strong. I'm not saying that makes it okay or hurt less. It doesn't. And you are allowed to be angry. My Dad told me that God is not hurt by our anger. He hurts with us. Like a good father he understands that the true root of our anger is pain. But you have so much love to give Liz, and you have so many people that love you, and I can only believe that because of that even in your darkest hour, you, yourself are still a ray of light to all those around you. So you cry if you need to. You lost your son. Just because you are pregnant doesn't mean your pain goes away. We all love you and we mourn and cry with you and we celebrate in the miracle that you are carrying!
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